unordered

this is how want should be

how life should be lived

how passion embraced

how this longing for you

engulfed

as colorful as the new moon

deafening as a cherry blossom

colorless as the taste of your lips

sweet as your skin at morning

without order

like a kiss

you are

“…like the earth you are necessary.” Pablo Neruda

like the wind of emotion that blows among the orange groves, you are;
like the horizon of a far away land,
like the moon red with pain,
like the clouds running in the mountains, you are;
like my mother’s womb,

like a soft coffee in an autumn afternoon;
like the surface of a mirror, you are;
like the dark warmth of my chest;
like the memory of a kiss, you are;
like sweet ice cream on a hot summer day;

like the breast of a madonna,
like a religious vow,
like a nun in a bar,
like the last note of an opera;

like the chapel on the mountain,
like silence;
like the imagination of a child;
like a goodbye between lovers,
like chamomile, you are;

like the infinite fall of the waves, you are;

like the waning and waxing of the moon,
like the taste of sea at midnight;
like biting a bottle, you are;

like rain in my mouth,
like incense,
like the fog on the bay,
like the moon reflected on the ocean, you are;

like singing,
like crying,
like the sleep of a child,
like dying alone,
like eating earth, like seducing the sun,
like sleeping alone;

and in spite of it all, you simply are,
and because you are,
i continue to be.

my feet

i slowly place them
on the ground,
my feet.

they have gone
without gratitude
all my life

they only wish
to feel the dew caress their skin

they ask only
that i do not weigh my life
upon their smile

Imperfect

it slowly wraps itself around my soul

this imperfect humanness of mine
it creeps up on me as i live this
charmed life of errors and rhyme
this life is real,
as real as my smile
in the morning as i dress,
still dreaming the dreams
of the day before i slept
still living the life
of the dreams i so created
it is real in its imperfectness
real in its searching
of that we hide within ourselves
real is the life that lives
imperfectly
true is the love that loves
unknowingly

Like That

i do not love you like that

not like the rush of a swollen river
not like the sun as it gasps at sunset
not like the moon and its loneliness
not like that
like the fragrance of mountain mist
like the cover of darkness under a new moon
blinding, but not blind
quiet, but not silent, colorful
and yet unseen
without the pretexts of love
without the arrogance of need
without the blindness
of expectation
like warm rain drops in summer
like sweet song of canaries in spring
like fire, incomprehensible
like that

Like This

like water rushing.

cresting waves of foam.
like embers.
waiting for your breath,
to rekindle.
to burn.
like water drops
on your swollen lips.
like fire.
like water.

like this.

This Now

this now whose being stretches out

to engulf infinity
this now i have yet to cherish
the moment that is me
the instant i believe
this now i have forgotten
this now i’ve yet to live
the endless now among your lips
the breathless now between your thighs
the hopeless now that joins our lives
this blossom of eternity
conjectured truths that end in lies
this blessing gained
this bloom of dragon flies
this whisper in our midst
this now
this present
this you

ERES

“…como la tierra eres necesaria.” Pablo Neruda

eres como la ráfaga de sentir que vuela entre los naranjos,
como el horizonte de una tierra siempre lejana,
como la luna enrojecida de dolor,
eres como las nubes corriendo entre montañas,
como el vientre de mi madre;

eres como el suave sentir de un café en una tarde de otoño,
eres como la superficie de un espejo,
eres como el calor oscuro de mi pecho,
eres como el recuerdo de un beso,
eres como una nieve dulce en un verano ardiente;

como el pecho de una madona,
como un voto religioso,
como una monja en una cantina,
eres como la última nota de una ópera;

como la capilla en la montaña,
eres como el silencio,
eres como la imaginación de un niño,
como un adiós de amantes,
eres como la manzanilla;

eres como el interminable tumbo de las olas.

como el menguar y crecer de la luna,
eres como el saborear el mar a medianoche,
eres como el morder una botella;

como la lluvia en mi boca,
como el incienso,
como la niebla en la bahía,
eres como la luna reflejada en la mar;

como el cantar,
como el llorar,
como el sueño de un niño,
como el morir a solas,
como el comer la tierra, como seducir el sol,
como dormir a solas;

y a pesar de todo, solo eres,
y porque eres,
sigo siendo.

I give you this Day

I give you this day.

A spherical infinite view

Of colored rose petals on the water.

The slow scintillating sun on

Shimmering silver wings of

Desperate fallen angels.

The beat of my heart.

I give you this day,

And the finite number of infinite

Moments that engulf its being.

The resonant tremble of my

Memories of you. The seeing

Of my arrested emotions.

A day with only five seconds

To remember, and an eternity

To live through.

A day of soft sipping

Helados de nieve among the

Slumbering plaza benches

Covered in bougainvilleas.

A day as infinite as a child’s imagination.

The color of the air scented

With the morning breezes of life;

The smell of the morning fog

As it rumbles down the street;

Morning bread, clip-clop of

The horses, unending flapping

Of wings, songs of yellow-blue

Canaries on the backs of darkened

Earth-bound clouds, fresh carnations

And frozen dew drops on your eyes.

I give you the ever-ending moments

Which linger far beyond their life

And die giving all to this day;

This cover of sunshine, closed eyes

Among the crowds, serenity among

The hustle of bodies in the rain,

I give you the routinely elegant

Escape of the day, the predictable

Hope of thirst for everlasting

Raindrops on your tongue.

I give you this day covered

In the sumptuous assertion

Of life itself, the blink of eyes

Which transforms our worlds

In unspoken instances without

Order, the smiles that wash

Our beings into the rivers

Of our unpredictable

Destinies, caramel.

I give you this day

And the sweetness of itself,

The bitterness of itself,

The joy of itself,

The self of itself,

The drunken mumble of

Itself in laughter.

I give you a day

Of chamomile sips.

This one day of days.

This one luminous

Receptacle of a year’s

Worth of life, this one day;

I give you this life.

Good night sun,

Good morning moon.

I give you this day.

Azul – Blue

Azul – azul cielo, cielo, cielo y mar.

Canto, canto del suelo, suelo y cielo,

Cielo y mar, entre el mar y el cielo,

Suelo del mar, mar del cielo, azul.

Escucha el cielo, suelo de voz,

Voz del mar, entre el azul del suelo

Y el ardor del mar, suelo entre sueños.

Luna entre el mar y el cielo, sol.

Escucha el canto de la luna en el cielo,

Del sol dormido en el mar, del suelo

Resonando entre la tierra, canto, voz.

Azul cielo, azul mar, suelo ardiente.

Azul.

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Blue – sky blue, sky and sea

Song, song of the ground, ground and sky,

Sky and sea, between the sea and sky,

Ground of the sea, sea of the sky, blue.

Listen to the sky, ground of voice,

Voice of the sea, between the blue ground

And the burning of sea, ground among dreams

Moon between the sea and sky, sun.

Listen to the song of the moon in the sky,

Sun sleeping in the sea, of the ground

Resonating in the earth, song, voice.

Sky blue, sea blue, burning ground.

Blue